I don't know how many out there know this, but I recenetly drove cross country. I flew to Cali and drove back. Took a lot of pictures, here are some. Let me know what you think.


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Last night I went to the Thrice show..it was great. The Bled and Underoath opened, everyone dressed up which was cool. I just bought a new camera, and I took a ton of pics. Show pictures are hard because the light messes up everything, but they aren't bad, considering. Here are a few I liked.


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deep beneath the black dawn, leagues from lightning’s flash
ribs will raise cathedrals for the morning mass
steel yourself in sackcloth roll your heart in ash
scrape your skin with steel wool and hold fast hope
-Thrice

"I've been, watching your world from afar
I've been, trying to be where you are
And I've been, secretly falling apart
Unseen
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful"
~Aqualung

So last night was weird. I dunno. Jess's friend is still here, sleeping presumably. She asked me if he could come over before he did, and honestly I hate that he was here when I got home and that he still is. What was I supposed to do though? She lives here and making a big deal about him will bite me in the ass later. Cause maybe, just maybe ( Read more... )

So Jeff and I come home from New Brunswick, trashed, to find my ex gf and her new "friend" cuddled up on the couch. Then he, and my brother, proceed to call two escorts which will be here any minute. I guess I am the only one sleeping alone tonight.

Kill me. Seriously, kill me.

Wierdest night ever. What the fuck?

It seems that right now everything that can possibly go wrong is. Both in my life, and the lives of the people I care about the most. I am having a real fucking hard time dealing with everything that is piling up on me. Beyond that, every time I talk to my mom I hear the same lecture. I am so sick and tired of it. I understand that she has lived, ( Read more... )

Baby I'm missing you.
Or maybe I'm just missing who I was when I was with you.

I just got home from dropping Jess off at the airport. There is so much in my head now that I am trying to understand. Her dad is really really sick, like counting the final days. She is going home to spend some time with him and give her mom some help. I wanted to go too, to be supportive of her. She didn't want me to though..she feels like I was ( Read more... )

So yesterday I turned twentyfuckingfour. My birthday as a whole was really good. I've been feeling really down lately and I think Jess wanted to make sure that my birthday was a good one. She succeeded, it was excellent. We spent the whole day togther, dinner, bowling, drinks, it was a really good day. Last year at this time I spent some time ( Read more... )