the more i stay in here, the more its not so clear, the more i stay in here the more i disapear

[bowers_kid]

i'm realy sorry guys, i've fucked up everything: me and arial broke up b/c i got drunk and cheated on her,i've lost the love of my parents b/c they found out i cut myself and take drugs, i encouraged smoking and being self-destructive, i made fun of christianity for no good reason, i've dug a hole and brout several with me, i have broken promeses

Comments

[nova1563]

Speaking with similar experience...

Chemicals (any form of any drug at all) do nothing but lead us away from happiness and appreciation for life and the world we inhabit. Our addictions and cravings do nothing but hold us to a way of life that is mentally and emotionally destructive, and counteract any meaningful spiritual growth we undergo.

The first step towards making things better is deciding that you're going to make it happen, and believing in yourself and that you will not fail in making a positive change. Heaven and Hell are states of mind, and only you can pick which path to take.

Hopefully you'll find your way and things will look up for you. Just remember that everything happens for a reason. Good luck out there.

Peace and love.

[azul_chan]

It'll be okay kid... You know... I miss the summer... back when we were good friends... I'm still your friend if you'll let me be... and I don't hate you at all... We all make mistakes, but I still concider you a part of my family

[link_727]

I love ya kid... we all make mistakes, it happens, and everyone deserves to be forgiven if they truely seek forgiveness. I love ya kid and I will always be your friend. Learn from your mistakes and everything that happened will can have a greater purpose, a greater calling, and you your mistakes can be turned into great things. Not saying that they were right, but God can turn any misfortune or mistake into something wonderful. Love ya kid.

[ems_350]

I love ya Josh and everything will work out. I promise. And I know that you haven't ruined friendships..there are a lot of people that care about you. Including me...love ya kid.

[fishydude]

boy everyones all like "i love ya kiddo!" blah blah "greater calling, forgiveness blah..."

there is no greater calling, and nothing happens for a reason, don't bother thinking that drugs is not a good thing, cause it is, but only if you don't let it rule your life,

BITCH!