I wonder if this is what it feels like when a toy's batteries run dry

[bowling_boy]

So it has been a very trying time in my life as of late. i have been having a lot of up and downs. A lot of diff things pulling at me. I also have been drinking a a lot.... Not maybe a lot at one time but i have drank like the past 4 or so days.... and i have been eating a lot and well I am up to 191 pounds now... this is the most i have ever

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[bluebombshell14]

I love you John. And maybe being single is what God wants for you right now. I know its kinda crappy (being single), but I really think that God has kept me single most of this last year for a reason. Its part of his perfect plan for me. And maybe its part of his perfect plan for you too. And good luck with the working out and stuff. ::hugs & kisses::

[joyota210]

Thats kinda funny, dude I've asked myself that same question too. Why do I have to be nice all the time? Why don't I just be an ass? It seems like it'd be so much easier. But thats always when it hits me. Cuz, then I'd be just like everybody else, and I've wanted ever since I can remember to not be everybody else. Later dude, one of these weekends I will have to come out there, definitely!