Lust

[bowlingshoes]

rolling and unrolling
coiling
emerging
running free
running through the underworld
into your room

CJ, Dowe and I are going to go for icecream. Waffle cones, bitches!
Dowe makes me so happy. He's like that one friend that you can be just totally stupid around and bitchy around and spill everything too (and I do mean everything) and he doesn't

Comments

[slippyknot]

i had a feeling i would be reading a post similar to this one at some time. i'm sorry honey. i know what you are going through, a cousin of mine was married at 17. the circumstances were different but those chained feelings are exactly the same. the feelings that you missed something. that you took away a whole different part of your "growing up." i wish i had the perfect words to make those feelings go away... but there really aren't any. =( i hope you can find a way to resolve your feelings... i love you dear. <333

[bowlingshoes]

Awwwh thank you sweety. I'll feel better soon. I'm just being selfish, and lately Cj and I haven't been hanging out as much :O( I guess I feel lonely, and I'm finding solice in the company of someone who I've never met outside of the internet.
When we both come home from work, he's playing games and I'm on the computer. *sigh*
It's not all his fault though, it's mine too.
I need to reclaim my best friend, and love.

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