It scares me that no one has ever seen me mad.. What if one day I just explode? Because I think that might happen one day, and then everyone will be scared.
august 21 was the hardest most painful day of my life. august 22 i wake up and look in the mirror and my eyes are huge and swollen. they've never been like this before.
i keep thinking august 21 was just a dream. i wish it was.
School is starting soon. I am neutral about it. I'm excited about my courses, in hopes that I will do very well so I can get into university. I'll just end up procrastinating though
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