The Mona Lisa doesn't have eyebrows either

[boxedlushlife]

So the end of my college career isn't quite so fun as i had hoped it would be. As Carolyn keeps reminding me, i'm facing two major crossroads, at the same fucking time. I'm finishing up college. My mom is dying. Yeah, she's been dying for the whole time i was here - but now its just a little too close for comfort. I guess i could always

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[ionoharenni]

O Boxes, I'm so sorry. I was right there in that position all semester last fall. It's different, but it's the same. I knew it was going to happen eventually, but I never thought it would actually happen. I always wanted to be there, but also be here. Home was just crying, being depressed and watching my grandmother die bc there really wasn't anything we do but keep her as comfortable as possible.... in the end, she sometimes didn't even know who I was. I hurt so much that I hated being there. I miss her so much all the time, she was always on my side, she was always my comfort. I was her baby. But in the end I guess I knew I had to let her go. Let her rest. All she wanted was for me to be happy, and I keep that in mind everyday, just as I do her. I imagine your mom wants the same. And as corny as it is, she'll always be with you so long as you take her with you in your heart for the rest of your own life. I know that I never would have gotten through it w/o all of my friends and the foil of fun that is here in Ithaca.