im sorry for bein so melodramatic last post. i dont usually tend to feel that sorry for myself. itll all work out one way or the other im sure. if the people who i work with want a war, consider it on. im not gonna go down without a fight so screw them in the ear. its not a popularity contest its a job and as long as i dont mess up too horribly, ( Read more... )

this is strictly a pity me rant so no one has to read it if they dont want to but i need this off my chest. im not exactly sure what it is about my personality that makes people around me hate me? i try so hard to get along. ok ill admit sometimes i come off stron willed and self righteous but for those that actually take the time to get to know me ( Read more... )

I am soooo sorry that i made a mistake in my past that caused such a misunderstanding in the present. i never want to come between heather and her friends. its not right. im sorry i didnt delete that profile from e harmony. at the time i made it (close to 2 years ago at least i think)i was going through a change in my life that eventually made me ( Read more... )

well i told everyone i would keep them updated. yea right like anyone other than heather reads this but whatever. i got my letter and it told me that i will continue my employment only at another position. so good news. also i went to the oral surgeon today and apparently it was only a checkup and my surgery is scheduled for next tuesday. i get an ( Read more... )

well hello everyone. i really needed to go to the dentist recently. as it was i havent been in a very long time. i have some small cavities and i got the you need to floss more speech, and while they were cleaning them it felt like the nurse lady was tryin to do her best to rip out my teeth with her pick. so im kinda in pain. well they took x-rays ( Read more... )

well as my girlfriend was happy to point out when she was apparently very bored last night, thanks heather, its been a while since i last posted. the only things new in my life worth posting is that i am verry happy that the holidays are over, and i have a new pet. she is a hairless rat. as i had already named her b4 i found out her sex, didnt have ( Read more... )

just wanna say that i have the greatest girlfriend in the world. she is smart sexy and she likes me for who i am. instead of tryin to change me into somethin im not. she puts up with my annoying and teasing. and she truly cares. i love you heather.

well it seems i have another reason to post. as of feb i will be out of work again. i didnt go back to the ammunition plant because i didnt want to deal with all the layoffs but this place is having a drastic layoff and moving almost of their product to mexico. stupid people and making money. o well cant blame them for savin money. and i am happy ( Read more... )

howdy ya'll. ug stupid redneck sneakin out. well i had a good weekend. spent most of it with heather. either enjoying the great outdoors or just lying in bed with her. as it is i am broken. my lower back hurts so much i can barely walk. i am at work but i am so doped up on pain relievers i cant hardly feel anything. and on a related note i think im ( Read more... )