a blistering reminder of the girl inside. i knew your heart, but forgot its beauty. ive always known your outward beauty. how you walk like a moviestar and talk like a poet. how could i not... see that your growing up and so am i, but we dont have to do this, we dont have to grow apart. every night i crave for a hug from a friend. some nights its ( Read more... )

I hate how Santa Clause is exaulted to the top of my tree. who is he to place himself upon such a lofty perch? Santa Clause...the least crafty, least sneaky, most conspicuous theif. but alas he is the greatest of all theives, for he stole a birthday. a normal kind of birthday, just like yours or mine, it comes once a year, and presents are given. ( Read more... )

stop! freeze! dont make a move! take the snap shot. do you see it? do you see my life. looks a little uncomfortable eh. it hangs on by a thread. what kind of thread you ask? the strongest kind. its Jesus. hes still all this heart is living for. okay, now put the snapshot in real time. see the difference, between the still and the live action....no ( Read more... )

i feel much like i imagine a frozen rubberband feels. ive been streched so tight, but now the pressure is set free, though im not retracting as quickly to my previous, lax, and slack state. i want to become a hippie, minus the dope.

silent deception creeps as swiftly and quitly as the snow. but deceipt is in the eye of this beholder. you know naught of your afflictions but i know i hold the remedy. the quite winter months keep all life in suspended animation. she never budges or looks over her shoulder. are you blind that you cannot see. cant you see the birds and the bees ( Read more... )

ive fallen in love with you again
your so beautiful with your uniform colored skin and large feet.
you make my heart sputter, when ever i hear you mutter a note
though many know you better than i, none other makes me happier than to just sit and spend time with you for hours. and all i want is a future with you in it.

what is it?

what i love about musicians is that you never know what unimageinable beauty is behind their fingers. scientist proclaim that music is just a change in pressure in the air that our inner ear drums sense and tell our brain, and our human brains like it. but i beleive it is much more than that. how is it then that you can hear what you want out of a ( Read more... )

as i glanced around, i realized that this was my favorite home away from home. but strangely it was the only one where i was no longer completely welcome. this realization sent a spike through my stomach and i revived the distaste for the hypocracy and judgment amongst this family.

im crazy enough to love all you kids the way i do, but theres still an empty void in my heart. i still feel lonly, truly sun up and sun down. in the beginning of each day and at the end. i think i know what i want, but im too shy to reach out for them. the sun and the full moon. both beautiful, but one is too far away and the other too familiar. ( Read more... )

the beast has the least endurance. he cant hold a grudge worth anything. no sir ee, he cant. im just bitter and miss you guys. it really sucks when i cant see you two on our days off.