I don't know why I love the movie, DIG, so fucking much. One would think that it contains all the annoying traits that I hate. There is just something about antone, the lead singer of Brian Jonestown Massacre, that makes me open my eyes. He literally just fades out in this movie, month by month year by year. Illusions are my favorite pastime ( Read more... )

DoWn.

First, eyes to her underwear. stop. Stay. see the eyes FIRST. Let my eyes move when called. Need to be inside you long enough to never forget. Early on I know I fall better than anyone.

I say, "I don't care."

You say, "that's a lie."

I say, "how do you know?"

You say, "because I am you."

waste.

So much time invested in something that should have filled me up. So much emptiness....NOW.

I say, "It's over."

You say, "That's what you always say."

I say, "This time I heard it first."

I usually dream all day long ( Read more... )

I say, "we need to talk ( Read more... )

I worry about things too much. Generalizing my worry to include ALL THINGS. My youngest sister is experiencing so much as it's her freshman year at college. I worry b/c she is judgemental to a fault. There is such a fine line between being opinionated and being judgemental. The latter tends to turn people off in a big way, especially when ( Read more... )

Today was the first day back to work after a extraordinary vacation. Haha. Actually, I had a great time relaxing and hanging out with mom. My mom doesn't get on my nerves and she's interesting. Two qualities that are in my top ten to be sure. The Atlanta airport SUCKS! That is the best word to describe my experience there. Everytime I am ( Read more... )

I have managed to somehow FUCK UP my lj and its layout. Comments are missing, colors have changed, it is pure insanity. I don't know what I did, but now everything is different.

I am so relaxed. I had a great night relieving tension. I have been very tense lately. Now I can go to bed and sleep peacefully.

you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself but to your own estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment.”

~ Marcus Aurelius