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[boy_crazy652]

Spring break rele was amazing. Maddy i miss you a lot but thanks for the memories. England was such a beautful place and it was like a step in to the real world for me. Wow so many gud times...dont think ive laughed so much in a while!! haha "the ipods ringing" lol. Maddys lets just say, i had the "time of my life" (i listen to the song everyday

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[xundacovablonde]

hey babe,
yea ok so u may have screwed up, but u should have to apologize to ppl b/c u never screwed over any of them in the process. For the ppl who were dissappointed in u, well they can get over it cuz they werent there to know wut was going on and they have no idea wut was going through ur mind at the time. So to be dissappointed is wrong b/c its like placing a marker on ur life and saying if she ever goes lower then this mark she's offically a bad person. It'll be hard but it'll pass things always do. And wen u say ur friends have been the best to u and u dont think u deserve it...dude wrong, think of all the times u've been there for everyone else...im mean seriously i gaurentee every single person who ever comments on ur lj can come up with a time that u were there for them listening to their issues. But yea babe i'm here for ya.
luv ya lots
jenjen

[boy_crazy652]

jen wow. that made me cry. readin that was wut i needed rite now. im not sure wuts goin through my head im just so confused and shocked and angry and hurt. i dunno. but i luv u for bein there for me from the beginning. it really helps to have someone that understands. and i know i can count on u and trust u. i luv u so much and thank you for listenin to me go on and on about it! u know im there for you to rite? u can talk to me anytime about w/e u need to. and u rele did put a smile on my face today...i didnt think anythin cud make me feel better at that point but u managed to make me smile..even if it was for a couple seconds..it really does help. well next weekend were gonna hang out wit normal boys k?! hehe i luv you . ur awesome
sonu xx

[xundacovablonde]

awww i luv u to babe...ok ready for this the last day of 6th grade i was talking with my friend eric and i was all upset about switching schools and him moving and stuff, in all the sadness he said these words which i pass to u lol....dont get sad get glad...lol ok i'll admit he probably stole that from the glad bag's commercial and changed a word but still its true dont cry cuz i dont want to cry. Now on a more seriouse note, its totally understandable(if thats a word) about all the emmotions ur feeling right now cuz wen times get hard its really to tell ur self wut to feel and everybody feels like that at one point or another. And yea i totally understand cuz i felt the exact same way the week before spring break. i'll totally listen to ya go on about things cuz sometimes ppl just need to vent or else they lose it. And u can totally count on/trust me. And i know i can trust u to which is hard for me to say cuz i have major issues with trusting ppl but i kno i can trust u. And yea the way i see things is that even if a person is

[boy_crazy652]

ur amazing..u really are. i think it really does take something like this to know who are your true friends..and ur def one of em! i knew u wud understand exactly wut im goin through and be there to cheer me up and calm me down. my emotions have been crazy lately haha but knowin u were there for me from the beginnin helps a lot. its nice to know i can vent so much wit u and u wont get annoyed. weve had some rele gud times together..im so glad were friends. and it means so much to me that u trust me...cuz u have to know that i will never betray u and ill always be by ur side whenever u need anything. and wut u said yesterday really stuck to me..sometimes u can really pretend everythings perfect when its not..u just have to realize wuts goin on and deal wit it. no ones perfect rite? lol i cant wait to chill wit the guys!!!!!!! whoo hoo. the lil sexy guy especially hehehe. and yes i do have the normals and the regulars. pretty sweet stuff. lol luv u so much!
sonu xoxox

[sweetgal374]

sonu, i love u soo much..ur such an amazing friend..friends are there to share laughs and hugs, to have fun and goof around, to talk about guys, and be total retards together, lol..but friends are really there for u when ur going thru hell, becuz thats the most important time to have friends..to have someone to turn to when the world seems to turn its back on u. im here for u, and i always will be. i know it took a while for some ppl to understand, but u found out who ur true friends are, and sonu..u have sooo many people who care about u..i've been kinda down lately becuz all i want to do is make u happy, and i know that i cant..i want to make everything ok but i know that its not up to me. wutever happens, u have a shoulder to cry on, and a friend to call..i love u..its gonna be ok

hugs n kisses,
ashley

oooh and ya, we have stopped hanging out..wut is that?!? we need to get together, lol

[boy_crazy652]

i agree wit u totally on wut u said about friends. this was like a test in a way i guess..and i found that ur just about the most incredible person ive met! that first day was rele hell for me but u were there for me. u helped me so much and i only wish i cud repay u in some way. cuz when i think back..thats all i really wanted..someone who wudnt judge me. and u didnt. u accepted it and u werent there to ask questions..but u were just there to listen. you said exactly wut i needed to here and u were there when i broke down. ashley..u have made everything ok...i dunno if u realize just how much u helped me through but lets just say that w/o..i really wud have crumbled. but u kept me strong. i know ur always there for me...and i honestly hope that u realize that i can be that shoulder to cry on for u as well. ur so strong..u really amaze me. thanks for just bein u..ur perfect! i luv u so much..and anytime u have somethin on ur mind im here ..not to judge but to be a friend..just like u were to me

[secretxokissez]

listen sonu, yeh you made a mistake, but ya know what your facing it maturely and you realize it. and im so proud of you for being able to do that because some people really cant. it takes a lot to put it all out on the table like that honestly and you did. and sonu listen to me, you shouldnt ever let people make you think that you are a disappointment, everybody makes mistakes and everybody does stupid things, its all part of a thing id like to call life. and maybe people need to realize that THEY need to be there for you right now, not the other way around. and also, dont ever think that you dont deserve people being there for you, because that is the stupidest thing ive ever heard, because a true friend doesnt quit when things get harder, a true friend should be 10x the person they were before in a time like this, and im really sorry that your not getting that. and you shouldnt be apologizing for them having to be there, its their job sonu. realize that no one is perfect and you shouldnt apologize for not being perfect, maybe these

[secretxokissez]

btw i agree with ashley, me you and her should hang out sometime

xoxo
LeA

[boy_crazy652]

thanks leandra..when i didnt see u on monday at school...believe it or not but i was really sad! i wanted to talk to u so bad cuz i knew ud understand me. but it didnt matter cuz all i had to do was talk to u online..and u didnt ask me questions and u werent disappointed in me..u were a friend to me. u are exactly the type of person that everyone needs in their life..but its hard to find. ur such a great person and im lucky to even know u. weve gone through a lot together..gud and bad..but weve made it through. ur so strong and i admire you alot. i guess tahts why i needed to know wut happened i need ur reassurance. it did hurt when people werent exactly by my side when this happened..i guess i understand that it was shockin and i dont blame them. i was just scared and confused. this wasnt wut i wanted to happen but im ok wit it now. cuz of people like u that really helped me through it. i agree..i did find a bigger world out there...where there are temptations and things that test ur limits..unfortunitly i gave into it but ive also

[boy_crazy652]

oh yea and we better frickin hang out soon!!! hmmm and hopefully once i get my license it will be easier hehehe.

[shop_tilya_drop]

maky. so u screwed up. everyone does its part of being human.
sry i got so pissed... but think of it this way its most likley ok! tonz of ppl do it really.

you'll be fine. i promise.
xoxo
maggie

[boy_crazy652]

haha yea i def. screwed up but thanks for understanding. i had a feelin a few people wud get pissed off and thats why i was a lil hesitant to talk about it. but thanks for bein there for me!! and thanks for bein confident that itll all be ok...cuz thats exactly wut i need rite now!!i guess i just thot more about myself and didnt expect this to happen. but thanks for being such a great friend mags. i luv u so much. and u know that ill always offer u a hand whenever u feel like ur breakin down. thanks
love you sonu xoxo

[shop_tilya_drop]

aww...ok. dont be that hard on urself!
its ok really. even u said so urself.
i kno u'll always be there for me, you've always been such a great friend to me and if ive never told u that Thanks for everything and i truley think its going to be fine.

we'll get u through this.
loveyou
maggie

[boy_crazy652]

ah maggie u r the definition of best friend!! thanks for everything you said...really that made my day. i think weve been through a lot together and im glad ive had u by my side. i guess this was a reality check for me..things arent always gonna be perfect...but havin u wit me..it makes it a hell of a lot better! thank you.
bff
sonu xx

[so_fetch_13]

hey sonu...i know this has been a tough time for you trying to do the right thing without upsetting anyone. i guess some of us were just shocked that you, someone who i always think of as incredibly smart and responsible, did something like this. i'm over it now though and i realized that everyone makes mistakes and whats great about friends is that they'll help you when you need it! and dont think that you dragged me into anything b/c problems of yours are problems of mine. i know you'll get through this okay!
bff
saRah

[boy_crazy652]

yea this week has been tough but i guess i needed this. i mean i guess i take a lot of stuff for granted and now i know that this is just the beginning of the hard shit were all gonna have to deal wit. im sry i was so upset earlier..i guess i didnt fully understand everyones reactions but i do now. thank you tho...uve been by my side and uve made me laugh. uve dealt wit my mini break down and uve got me through some tough times. weve had some gud laughs and im so happy i have a friend like u! i know wut has happened was bad..but its also made me realize how lucky i am to have people like u in my life. im so happy i know you and ill always be there for u sarah. u know the rite things to say and it really does help. thanks. i dunno wut i wud do w/o our studid/crazy times in chemistry! i luv that class now haha. ur an amazing friend...were all lucky to have u in our lives.
bff sonu*

[so_fetch_13]

omg that is so sweet sonu!! thank you. it was nice seeing you not stress today...n be more yourself again. whatever happens tho, it will work out in the end and of course you know that either way i'll help you! and i'm glad that im someone you trust telling that kind of stuff to (: luv you lotz
saRah

ps: guess what song i think i have stuck in my head FOREVER?? hahaha

[boy_crazy652]

yea i know it is nice cuz i feel like i can finally just relax cuz i know i have so many people that are there for me. im still scared for wuts to come..but im happy that i have people like u supporting me. and of corse i trust u!!! ur awesome thanks. luv you
sonu

hahahah that song rox. im bringin my ipod everday! "bounce that ass" whoo hoo. wow im done now.