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[boy_crazy652]

I'm so confused rite now. Its almost like wutever i do isnt right and im never good enough. The summer has been great so far..my friends have been awesome. i had to say goodbye to one of my closest friends and it was one of the hardest things ive had to go through in a long while. Im in a really weird mood rite now lol...so i just thot i wud put

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[xundacovablonde]

hey hun, i kno the feelings. But yea man u need to listen to the song Do or Die by Papa roach, it'll make ya feel better...Its never to late to live ur life, the time is now its do or die....that would be the chorus...but newaiz man things change weird things happen but in the end ya just gotta go with it...it mite not make ya feel anybetter but its the truth and in the end things always turn out to be ok.

[xundacovablonde]

better way to put that is that feelings change and in the end ppl r normally happy

[boy_crazy652]

thats true...i just wish we cud skip the middle part..ya know that part where we get hurt? lol but thats part of life rite?! lol atleast i have friends like you that help me through it all rite?

[boy_crazy652]

i luv ya jen. i can always turn to u when i need people to just be honest wit me...cuz thats exactly wut i needed to hear. this summer has been great and thanks for always drivin us around!! ur amazing. im soo glad we got close this year. i dunno wut id do w/o you.
love you! xx sonu

[fallentearzz]

were you really gonna call the fucking cops on us?

[fallentearzz]

i just talked to ashley and i think i know what happened so sorry i was just in a really irritated mood.

[fallentearzz]

and i left a nice comment but then i deleted it cuz i thought you wanted to call the cops on us, but basically i know theres been a lot of weird shit between us this summer and im sorry, we never meant to offend anyone. and im sorry your having a hard time, but your a strong person and you always make it through, and everything always sorts itself out in the end you just have to be patient. and im still here if you ever need to talk.

xoxo
LeA

[boy_crazy652]

lol yeah i still read the other comment u left for me cuz it got sent to me. it was really sweet and thanks. for some reason...whenever you say these things..it just makes so much sense. things are just changing and im not sure wut exactly is goin on. like its weird that we live 3 houses away and we dont see eachother.
i miss you. thank you so much for that comment. it really helped and made me smile! i think a lot of you lea..youve been through some bad times but i still always see you come out smiling.
i love ya.
sonuxxx

[shop_tilya_drop]

Whats going on?!?!

[boy_crazy652]

lol well i guess you know most of it. and despite wut everyone thinks..its not just about the one incident..its just everythings. theres so many changes...and its just hard to keep up wit everything. but we have eachother rite?! love ya hun. weve gotta hang out more ok?
sonuxoxo
bff

[shop_tilya_drop]

yea im really sry about that... and im sry about everything that happend last night i didnt want things to be this way but i guess we cant change what has happend

...and ur right we will always have eachother and i'll always be there for you sonu
xoxo

maggie

[boy_crazy652]

aw maggie! ok so it sucks cuz i never got to say goodbye to u before i left for india and the email here is messed up so i cudnt even email anyone lol.
i just hate how things ended the last time i saw u. its so screwed up and ur rite...we cant really change wut has happened but it was stupid and im sry to.
i love ya so much and trust me..these mini blowouts will never effect our friendship ok?! were stronger than that.
ur the best and i miss you. i cant wait to see you when i get back!
luv sonuxxx

[v_secrets]

ahhhhhh i miss you like crazy sonu!!! It was really hard saying goodbye to you. Atleast we know that we are always going to keep in touch and we will def. be seeing each other this summer!... i guess thats something to look forward to for now. Miss you, <3 vicki xoxoxox

[boy_crazy652]

i cant believe ur not here vicki. this is crazy. and i like seriously had a breakdown when u left!! im sry i didnt make it any easier for you. i just cudnt take it!! i miss you so much. i cant even begin to explain it. youve always been there for me. youve always made me smile youve always been supportive. and if i cud have anything..i wud have u by my side..rite here rite now. but ur gonna make it through ok? things are different but ur strong and determined...theres no way you wont fit in. i love you. im always gonna be there for you ok?
love you soo much. bff
ill see you soon ok?

[v_secrets]

aw u are so sweet sonu! i cant beleive im not there either, i miss you so much. I would do anything just to be back there with you guys... hanging out everyday, it was so much fun and now im in this boring place where nobody does anything haha. I've already planned when i am moving back lol! wow i sound so stupid hahaha but im not staying here for the rest of my life. And there is no sonu chopra here who i can talk to every 5 seconds in french class...and laugh with everyday. Well i guess we have the phone to talk to each other for now....it was so nice talking to you the other day and just catching up. I will be able to call more now seeing as we got these phone card things so its cheaper :) i miss you lots, u better be coming to visit me soon!!!!!! lotsa luv vicki xoxox

lalala i love sonu!!

[xtickle_me_pink]

hi darling, hope u r feeling better now, i love u lots, n u gotta make sure not to let all that shiz get to ya, cuz i know u can take it!!! we talked loads wen i was w/ u, so i wont say much, cept i love u and ur strong enuf to knock this off and u dont need to worry about it everythin will be gr8 wen u get back from india!!!
MISS U!!
xoxo Maddy xoxo