This must be the saddest months for me now. Christmas is suppose to be about celebrating Christ's birthday but it's hard when some1 real close to me died around that time last year. He was such a good man too. :*( Anyways~ I talk to Pete last night... It was his birthday! He's the BIG 25 now! It was funny cuz he asked me if I use to have a crush ( Read more... )

Alright So chek dis! So0o0o nothing new is going on. Kenny and I are together but a lot of shit's ghetto with my life right now. I've got only 1 more paycheck to get my christmas gifts with and that's not gonna be enough! Well.. Other than that. Siovahn doesn't work w/ me anymore :( I'm so sad cuz she's so awesome. Pete called me the other night ( Read more... )

Okay So0o0o things have been getting better or I've just forgotten my problems for right now! Whatever it is, It's pretty good and I'm gonna go with it! Ean and I got pretty close the other night. He made me a romantic candle lit dinner with my fav. PASTA! It was nice but then we got to studying. He's pretty cool for an italian guy. I've had some ( Read more... )

Okay so I've realized that God's done things for me to go through and I need to accept that. I've made bad decisions and these r the obsticals that were suppose to make me stronger! So0o0o I'm gonna take them for what they were and accept and get over them! I can't relive my life in my head when it's not gonna relive out of my head. I've been ( Read more... )

After going to my psychology class today, life wasn't so confusing after all. I actually took a nap, stopped and thought about my surroundings. I had a dream last night that my old friend Ryan, his older brother Adam, was stalking me for quite sometime now and I was sitting in the backseat of my ma's car and he broke the front passenger window with ( Read more... )

Whoa am I freaked out! Life's taken a turn for the well, not so good and it's SO wierd! One minute it's good, the next it's not! I hate the rollercoasters but w/e I'll get over it! The good thing is, no1 really knows when I'm down anymore! After this summer, I've learned to manage my emotions and it's great! But writing in a journal and letting my ( Read more... )

Wow! I took a step back and looked at my life 2day and I was amazed! So0o0o much I accomplished and I've changed SO much and I'm actually proud of myself! I dont care if I sound conceited or w/e but I love the way things r right now! Well, this weekend was stressfull, worked a lot and did nothing! Um, monday I went out to Dammon's with J-doe and ( Read more... )

Life's one big circle! It seems like I keep ending up where I started and it's not where I really wanna be! So0o0o much is going thru my head and yesterday I worked over what I was suppose to! Blah! Anyways~ My weekend hasn't been too bad tho, I hung with ma gurlies and had a tid bit fun! It's reality all coming together! I need to do some soul ( Read more... )

Yup, today looks to be a crappy day! Yet yesterday was probably one of the best I've had in a while! I came home from taking a test that i probably failed and u know what? I could care less, I was just in one of those moods! Then I went to the mall with Nicole (some1 I haven't seen in a long time) and then to the apartment and then got some din din ( Read more... )

I'm pissed, seriosly! Okay, so my parents want to go to time square for new years eve which sucks cuz i wanted to get plastered for new years but whatever! I want to go Thanksgiving to see Pete and be with the fam. So0o0o I've got to deciede what I'm gonna do cuz work will only let me take one holiday off then i have to work the other! Ugh, then I ( Read more... )