Gahhh... all i did was say I couldnt forgive myself so how could I expect anyone else to forgive me... instead of changing the subject, the conversation was ended completely.. b/c he's in a good mood.. apparently I would have changed that ( Read more... )

Where are you? I miss you, and its cold here with you gone. Please come home again so I can fall asleep again ( Read more... )

Love lies just underneath fear ( Read more... )

Astrology is great. I always find so many things that describe me perfectly ( Read more... )

I should never try to communiate with someone in any way when Im pissed off and hurt at the same time, heh not to mention it was the day b4 the day that my aunt makes her monthly visit, Im always an emotional basket case the day b4.The only reason I got sooo angry to begin with, is cuz got my feelings hurt reeealllly bad, I had gotten so much ( Read more... )

hahahaha.. i sent jeremy an email that was mildly bitching him out..and saying was wrong.. explaning my actions.. and basically telling him things ive wanted to say for a long time.. i was really blunt and told him about the things he couldnt see.. I find it rather amusing that he thinks that Im fucked up due to that email or w/e the fuck he ( Read more... )

where do i start? for such an uneventful life ive got alot on my mind..theres so muh shit goin on my head feels heavy and i feel like im gonna vomit ( Read more... )

I had to go back to the oral surgeon today, turns out there was a bunch of bone fragments in the top by where my wisdom teeth were on both sides, so they had to cut, grind, and scrape it away, to smooth it over... in the mean time he cut my lip open on the bottom and part of my chin.. and the assistant dentist lady was like, ohh got chaped lips ( Read more... )

Last week sometime I started to feel alive again. Like I was in Michigan, when I wasnt sad.. I was so energetic, and full of life.. and I always had something to say... Im starting to get back to that way.. I dont let things bother me as much..and when they do, I realize that it will eventually get better..

I sat around feeling sorry for myself pretty much but then I stopped and realized that it was stupid.. and I remembered how I felt in Michigan before I got depressed, and when I was happy.. w/o someone.. I think I need to try and achieve that, before I try and date anyone.. plus the options right now arent appealing.. heh, plus when I goto college ( Read more... )