dude wtf? how many times i gotta tell you my fucking life aint always what you think it is. and how did i make you feel like shit? dude thats great you got with that guy and your in love. i never said anything bad about it at all. it really bothers me that you always gotta make it seem like im trying to make you feel stupid or something. plus, its almso thard for me to believe "that guy" will follow through on how you feel. yea, hes nice. but i jsut have a feeling yoru going to end up getting hurt again with this...just my thought. but its not like im against him and you. i hope it stays happy for you...
You said "how many times i gotta tell you my fucking life aint always what you think it is"
I said "Which is wrong because i'm sure you have your fair share of problems"
Trevor please don't take this as a cry for pitty I know I'm not perfect as you can tell by my grammer I guess you could say im jealous of you And To be honest I know i will get hurt But My heart feels like a raw nerve right now Even if he dont feel the same he is my soul mate And i know he is because what i feel in my heart I'm so lost and confused right now I apologize for any hurt feelings Because of My sexuality And where I live it causes me alot of distress Which makes me more open to being hurt This might be one of the reasons Why i feel this way I will understand if you dont feel like talking to me every again
you said it's hard for you to believe "that guy " will follow through on how i feel Which Kinda Upsets me Because Maby I need your support Also why is it hard for you to believe ? is it hard to imagine somebody loving me ? Even though we don't share the same blood I love you as if you were I need him to love me so bad trevor I can't see my life without him I'm so close to having a nervous breakdown Do you know how he makes me feel? He makes me feel like i have a purpose to my life ever since that night i've woke up with a smile on my face and the ideal of Him never loving me like I love him Breaks my heart I don't want to die inside again I rather die then live without him
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how many times i gotta tell you my fucking life aint always what you think it is.
and how did i make you feel like shit? dude thats great you got with that guy and your in love. i never said anything bad about it at all. it really bothers me that you always gotta make it seem like im trying to make you feel stupid or something. plus, its almso thard for me to believe "that guy" will follow through on how you feel. yea, hes nice. but i jsut have a feeling yoru going to end up getting hurt again with this...just my thought. but its not like im against him and you. i hope it stays happy for you...
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"how many times i gotta tell you my fucking life aint always what you think it is"
I said
"Which is wrong because i'm sure you have your fair share of problems"
Trevor
please don't take this as a cry for pitty
I know I'm not perfect as you can tell by my grammer
I guess you could say im jealous of you
And To be honest I know i will get hurt
But My heart feels like a raw nerve right now
Even if he dont feel the same he is my soul mate
And i know he is because what i feel in my heart
I'm so lost and confused right now
I apologize for any hurt feelings
Because of My sexuality And where
I live it causes me alot of distress
Which makes me more open to being hurt
This might be one of the reasons
Why i feel this way
I will understand if you dont feel like talking to me every again
God bless
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you said it's hard for you to believe "that guy "
will follow through on how i feel Which Kinda
Upsets me Because Maby I need your support
Also why is it hard for you to believe ?
is it hard to imagine somebody loving me ?
Even though we don't share the same blood
I love you as if you were
I need him to love me so bad trevor
I can't see my life without him
I'm so close to having a nervous breakdown
Do you know how he makes me feel?
He makes me feel like i have a purpose to my life
ever since that night i've woke up with a smile on my face
and the ideal of Him never loving me like I love him Breaks my heart
I don't want to die inside again
I rather die then live without him
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I dont know what to do anymore
Im so exhausted with life
I Just can't deal with anymore pain
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