Denny left Izzy 8 million dollars ( Read more... )

Right now, I find life so unfufilling. I don't enjoy anything anymore. I destroyed my little pontiac grand am, so i was driving my dad's silverado 3500 dualey truck, which gets a whooping 9 miles to the gallon. Then when i couldn't handle spending 80 dollars to fill up the tank anymore, I decided to drive my father's buick century, and it gets ( Read more... )

Do i bring it upon myself...am i supposed to be sitting alone...in a fucking camper that is supposed to be my bedroom...crying..because i am caught between a mother who is never happy with anything i do, and a boyfriend who hate being in my mothers house...Am i supposed to be screamed at on both ends...am i supposed to have no friends...because i ( Read more... )

I am so unhappy lately...I really am... and it is no one fault but my own. I mean...I love Tim, and I am finally going to get a chance to spend some time with Katie...Finally...but i dont know...I am still kind of depressed...I am heavy...not healthy..and i know i need to lose weight...without anyone coughing about my being fat...or telling me for ( Read more... )

AAAHHH i am so aggravated...all i wanted to do was spend my monday with my tim...and where am i? sitting in the family with amanda...doing nothing...posting maybe...i mean...it is so boring...and even when he is in the room he still ignores me...i really wish i could shoot myself. of go away...for a long time...its not as if anyone would notice me ( Read more... )

I don't know exactly what is up with me lately. I woke up, and i was thinking about John. Upon thinking about why...i realized that I have been dreaming about him. Realistically. In my dream I was hanging out with Jordan, and John showed up, and we got to talking, and at first, it was weird. I mean like I know it was a dream, but it had that ( Read more... )

You know...it started out great...we were getting along, rarely fighting...and now...im not sure if its me or if its him...or both of us...but it fucking sucks...and what sucks even more...is knowing that it used to be better...I know i pick fights...and i know he does too..but it sucks knowing that could be better...With him...and neither us do ( Read more... )

High school was so easy...everyone told me where to go, and what classes to take ( Read more... )

So much has happened in the course of one week ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here watching American Idol...and it is just a breath of stale air. I mean. I think that I would love to try out, but i really dont think that my voice is good enough. I mean. It may be good enough to get to hollywood...but what are the chances of me making past hollywood. I mean, honestly, how many fat girls make it to the show? I ( Read more... )