I wrote a poem. And it's about this one boy, through my eyes, of how he suffers. I dont mean anything bad of it, it's just for him. I hope he likes it ( Read more... )

well its 9:48 pm and i just got home from the movies. I went and saw the ring two. its pretty good. anyways i think im gonna pool an all nighter tonight, no not because im scared of the movie cus im not, i just need some thinking to do, even though im really tired. i miss this one boy, and i hurt him, i know i do. but sadly i cant do anything about ( Read more... )

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I said to you once that I loved you, but that didn’t mean that I liked you. It’s true. I love you but at the same time, I know that if it was possible I’d change almost everything about you. I still don’t understand how I can love you, but I don’t think I could get by if I didn’t. If you weren’t in my life at all ( Read more... )

I don’t know what it is…but...in a way, strange way I want to leave. All of this, no don’t worry I don’t mean killing myself. I mean the whole, computer all the time thing. I just don’t feel all that alive and great that much anymore. But I’m so weak. It would never happen…but if it does…you really wouldn’t see it coming. Would you ( Read more... )

FUCK MAN! Fuck it all! I didn’t do anything to Ryan! He did it to me! I just shot back because he fucking deserved it! Im REALLY sorry about what I did to Carlos ok!? I didn’t mean for it to go that far! I didn’t mean for him to leave Alex alone so he’ll get all sad and hurt UH1!FDNKFGFDBVFKFDB! I DIDN’T MEAN TO! Ok!?!?! Im so sorry! Im sorry for ( Read more... )

OMG I WISH I NEVER MET YOU!!! I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!!

I hate when he comes
I feel so mean & mad!
He's not YOURS!!!!!
And right now I wouldnt mind if you went off somewhere and never came bk -.-

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Alright I’m writing again, happy? I think I’m gonna make this long JUST so no one would want to read it. Ok uhmmm…. So yeah this guy Donnie that I liked didn’t go out with me, he shut me down. And I thought he said that me and him WILL stay friends but no…hes to busy now to hang out or help me with school shit. So fine whatever I don’t need him. ( Read more... )