naps are dangerous after continuous days with very little sleep ( Read more... )

technically my portfolio is complete ( Read more... )

im even more paranoid now.

thats great.

lets add more fuel to this crazy fire.
maybe i will be clinical soon, yay!

this is bullshit, i cant wait to live in a new apt.

i hate myself ( Read more... )

why do i care soo much?
why do i put soo much of myself into stuff...

no one cares.
or notices.

maybe i need to be more apathetic and selfish.

yesterday i left my usb storage device in one of the pockets of my jeans.
i found it in the washing machine, after transferring the load into the dryer.
surprisingly it still works.

everything is moving, everything is changing so fast ( Read more... )

i think too much ( Read more... )

i am aware of my sporadic behavior and emotions. there is no excuse or explanation worth listening too. to put it simple i have been under an immense amount of stress and doubt--most of it self-inflicted. with little voice of reasoning or reassurance, it grew to an uncontrollable beast that consumed my thoughts and i am sorry for all that i have ( Read more... )

no one reads this.
why should they?
i am lame and not worth anyone's time.