east,
south,
up,
up,
west,
west,
up,
get urn,
what's next?

im so sick and tired of complaining.

only I can change shit in my life.

Im tired of being a victim to my own memories.

Im just tired I guess.

So who wants crumpits and baileys.

im just trying to numb the pain I gain when im sober.

Im always drunk.

So im working like a mad mad man. I work about 40 hours a week now. I see steven about 2ce a week. It makes me really happy being around him. pictures soon to come.

Im looking for a mud to play. I was extremely addicted to addarian realms thanks to adam. And that one is closed down. and now i have free computer time and no phone and dont ( Read more... )

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being sad is not the hardest thing, being alive for so long is...

I really dont know how to put what im feeling...but elliott smith knows exactly.

Drink up with me now,
And forget all about
The pressure of days.
Do what I say,
And I'll make you okay,
And drive them away
The images stuck in your head:

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