I hate my disposition.

its been a while since i updated, i couldnt find anything worth saying, i still dont think i do but im doing this on impulse. im reading a fantastic book by hunter s. thompson. hes a mad genius. i miss talking to aaron online. ::I'm STILL looking for the perfect job, though i know it wont happen:: this summer is a giant blur of boredom, confusion ( Read more... )

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today i went to walmart and bought "the dark crystal".

You scored as Hedonism. Your life is guided by the principles of Hedonism: You believe that pleasure is a great, or the greatest, good; and you try to enjoy life’s pleasures as much as you can.

“Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!”

More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page...

Hedonism
90%
Nihilism
70%
Strong Egoism
65%
Utilitarianism
45%
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Careful? Was my mother careful when she stabbed me in the heart with a clothes hanger while still in the womb?

its the end of the school year i just wish i cared more. i have tough time relating to the few friends i have now. its been the worst day since yesterday.

i'm sick of my drunk dad calling me stupid and worthless even when i do everything he tells me to do

i only get online to talk to one person anymore. but i really dont mind. because the one person makes it worthwhile.

my computer died for good...im at christians doing this....hopefully ill get a new computer.....