never got it, don't think i ever will. i'm not stupid enough to ever even THINK about competing with instinct as that is the only string of quality in my body that has fought for my life and survival more times than i can count, so thereby; i respect that you did what you had/needed/possibly even wanted to do. but if You were in my shoes, already cold and alone, you wouldn't be human if you felt primitive emotions that override our usual depth and overanalyzation on how everything's a symbol and profound - fear, anger, pain. i'm sick of hurting girl - i don't want you to hurt either but damn....that one hurt worse than running into that metal pole i tried to rush over and instead rushed into. as far as i'm concerned, my feelings on the dramatic balcony trash scene are legitimate and justified. all i know is i would never do that to you. then again, my instincts don't work like yours. yours seem to protect you whereas mine simply revive me. i wish i knew what to make of the damn thing and stop myself from doing so a lot of the
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he deserved a castration. a punch is a good start.
find "Hothead Paisan"
i love you. the half-smoked cigarette wasn't the reason.
instinct.
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