"Who are you and why are you in my head?", I ask in my head over and over again. I had no place in mind but you gave me your space and I couldn't of asked for anything more. I miss you and you're right here ( Read more... )

25 days sober.
A new and beautiful record. Something I thought that couldn't be done.
I'm still not here, still not quite fully alive.
Continuously stepping on my cold, nimble feet.
If only I knew how Amy was...

And Lexie, if you're reading this, I love you and I want you to call me, leave me your number or something so that I can conntact you.

UH i have a shitload to say. Like about what happened to me last saturday and WHY I vanished without warning and WHERE they took me and WHO they are....

Craziest experience of my life!

Never had a problem with friends,
Until they treat you as if you don't exist.
I wish I knew the degree of dislike
No matter the painfilled insult,
I'm not complying nor sacraficing
I'm done.
Got a new girl.
Got a song to write.
Gotta close the door,
or that dog will bite.

You have no idea where I am right now.

I never liked the that Diner anyway ( Read more... )

SOME KIND OF SURVEY YAY

10 years ago: I was in my 6th year of piano lessons and started picking up percussion
5 years ago: I started sneaking out to clubs and was also exploring my possible bisexuality
1 year ago: Amy and I were madly in "LOVF", content, cozy, legit, and not doing drugs
Yesterday: Recieved a collect call from Burlington County ( Read more... )

I've seen Willy Wonka twice already and I'm doin' it again tonight - but this time, we're watching it with a little help from buds. =]

I am dying to go to the mall. Someone go with me!

DAY 5...F-

I’m usually the one to hit rock bottom, it doesn’t usually try to flat out attack me. Unlike one girl I know, I have a chance. A chance to clean up (everything) and take care of the things I need (i.e. my court dates, trying even harder to get a job, paying rent, etc.) I know I am capable of so much, so I might as well give in and ( Read more... )

...help.

I saved an elderly woman's life today as her car was hanging off a high ditch ready to pull her in face forward. I ran to her and made her get out for she had no idea what was going on, the oldness I guess. I told her help was on the way and it came minutes later. But so did another elderly couple, and a cop, pushed me out of the way as if I had ( Read more... )

I am not going to lie and say I am strong. I am not going to lie and say I am knowledgeable. I am the farthest thing from strength; I have never been so reliant on forces outside my own. I have never been so careless in all my life. I cannot stop thinking about all the stupid things I have done, the mistakes I have made, the thousands of ( Read more... )