yeah i already wrote once today but some stuff has gone on after that so i thought you would like an update. i was talking to jessica and yes shes going to homecoming with alex and yes i should be upset because you all know if you know me. but im not and this is such a great feeling. i am so excited. and david wants to go homeing with jessica once ( Read more... )

today was okay. no school so that made it wonderful. i woke up about 8:30 ish and then i laze around till like 12 ish and my dad brings me home a cherry limade. and then i clean my bathroom take a shower and now im here. yeah it was a very uneventful day. like i see the rest of the weekend. but whatever i dont care. hmmm well yeah i think i am ( Read more... )

well today school was fine. then i get home ask if i could go ot the poston football game my dad says to clean my bathroom and i say in a jokingly matter and i called him a jerk and he fucking yelled at me and said i coulnt go. and so i stormed off and then like 5 minutes later i ask again and he fucking yells at me another time to i get this ( Read more... )

hmm today was a okay day i mean today in geometry jeff called me an emo like usual. uhm second hour we had this H U G E test but i think i did good on it because i like new almost all the answers. lunch was okay. i wanted pizza but they ran out and then i wanted a bagel and cream cheese and they ran out so i got stuck eating some unhealthy food. ( Read more... )

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uhm yesterday was okay i had a competition and we got an excellent. friday was a rather ackward day i had a few issues but whatever and friday night was boring but i mean what can you say when the score is 48 to nothing. and yeah that was my weekend nothing to enjoyable yet nothing to dissappointing.

i think i might be one step closer to being with the one i like.[i think]i doubt it though because im jsut this gross peice of nothing that nobody wants around but i guess its always nice to dream. Today was a rather eh. day i mean it was semi-okay and then it was like horrible at times. i mean 1st hour was okay Jeff copied like all my homework and ( Read more... )

nobody understands me what so ever i mean i try and explain to them when they ask then they go off and leave me hanging. im thinking that my little group of friends is not a group of friends to me anymore. more like im just the one who has no friends and tags along. my best friend here in arizona seems like shes hates me. she didnt talk to me all ( Read more... )

hey its like 8:30 and im waiting for eric and jess and mandie to show up and take me to school. i woke up about 6:30 ish so i could take a shower and stuff and i nearly fell asleep in the shower. yeah im so tires. i had practice last nite and that was prolly the most hard tuesday practice we have ever had the whole season. but yeah i got over it ( Read more... )

im in a i have no clue what kind of mood. i said hi to sokol today and he actually talked back but then i had to go eat or soemthing like that. uhm i was talking to BRYAN today. he such a cute kid. and my journal wouldnt look this sexy without him. I want a boi so bad i dont know why because they just make you uncontrolably giddy and they make you ( Read more... )