well today was ok other than i found out i failed mr. hatfields class with a 62 that is the second class i have failed this year i feel like such a louser wait i am.:-( wel the talent show rehersal was tonight and i am stage manager go me hehe :-) I guess that makes me feel a little better about finding out that i failed english this quarter. I'm ( Read more... )

today was actually a good day i got all my hw done for math in class and in the day just went well. i wasn't mad or sad all day maybe things are getting better. HUUUUmmmm. well i think i'm going to stay after school tomorrow i just need a ride home maybe if damon stay's after maybe he can give me a ride home. But i really dont want to ask him i'll ( Read more... )

came home around 9:30 i feel sick. I dont know i just didn't want to be at school any longer either. i have to do my history project for tomorrow and after that is done i'm going to sleep. I hate being sick i just hate being sad and depressed while being sick that is what maybe is not making me feel well.

:*( I have become sad all over again my brother i have bad thoughts about my dad well he doesn't help and my mother follow's the path my father is going in. I hate being made fun of............ They say they dont mean it but half the time they seem to....... This is bull shitt NO one seems to care NO one.............. How am i supposed to have a ( Read more... )

someone please get me out of this place. I cant taking it. my family is being pulled apart peice by peice.:-( My grandfather flipped out on my grandmother and then shoved a fork through his leg. now he is out side trying to fix his flat tire. why why? there is always something wrong going on in my family i love them i do it's just that things like ( Read more... )

last night was fun amie picked me up around 6:30 7 last night so we could go to the movies with phil and tara (phil's sister) hehe well i met tara she is so nice :-) i hope i have a new friend :o) well we tryed to make the 7:30 movies of ice age but the parking lot was so packed that we decided to go and see the 9:30 movie instead. PHil got the ( Read more... )

today started of so so then i think around like 4th period things started to perck up hehe. I dont know why i'm all excited i just am i like this feeling i've had it ever since that ball left my right hand and struck 3 ppl out in a row in softball. yea i know these pple havent really plyed it before but i still did pretty well with the ( Read more... )

well i'm sitting here waiting for amie to call. I'm wondering if she go my message i'm wondering what she is thinking about it if she got it. i really want to get out of my house. but yea i have a 72 in geometry yea i know that isn't great but still i'm passing. i guess that should put a smile on my face well it at least turns my frown half way ( Read more... )

dont really seem like anyone cares my family sucks. I am getting bkammed for everything i just want to get the hell out of here... Friday i have to get away from here it dosn't matter where i go as long as i get the hell away from this hell hole.......

i cant stand my family i just want to leave this horrible place............ I've been hit by my little fucken brother way to much for no reason. But if i defend my self he goes and cryes to mommy. MY brother is a spoiled ass brat that does what ever the fuck he pleases. I just want to get the fuck out of my house. :*o( Right now i want to die but ( Read more... )