Not the way the day was supposed to be...

[boywillow]

As you all know, well most of you, I've been kind of hard to reach lately. I haven't spent the night at my own house in over a week and I plan to keep it that way for a while. I hate being alone, it makes me think way too much. I know I'm kind of hard to find, and its pissing certain people off, *cough* Amie *cough*, but I am trying the best I

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[marching_girl]

I know your going thourgh a tough time right now, and to tell you the truth I know I can't help because I have never been able to. It just isn't something that I guess I'm capable of...
Now as for me I'm not pissed because I can't find you. I mean normally you always get back to me if I do try to get a hold of you in some way. Its just that whenever I am around you, unless its just me you paris and peelman I feel like I don't exsit. I mean I know I am just crazy by saying any of this because you probably just think that I am overreacting. I don't know why I feel the way I do though, all I know is thats how I feel...

[kammifreak]

I still love you hun. We can talk whenever you want just say the word. I will try my best to help you out.

[sexybeastjack]

I am sorry that I have been so stupid lately...I think I have been trying to live vicariously through you.....if I can't be happy..I at least want SOMEONE to be..anf I know that I have not been as supportive of your decisions as I should have been...but you know what? I have given up on it...I was looking through my email today and was reminded of some things that were said a while back and now apparently have lost their validity.....I guess some people are not to be trusted ( I think you know who I mean....) and I just realized that I can't live the rest of my life waiting for that situation to change....it won't...so I just have to get up, pick up the pieces and move on to better things...and I know that better things are out there....and if you run away to New Zealand....please take me with you...I love the accent.....and there a more men than women there...so bonus for me......I love you and I hope you know that.....I always have and always will.....