My beating heart belongs to you I walked for miles til I found you I'm here to honor you If I lose everything in the fire I'm sending all my love to you.
Can't tell if I like someone or not. I don't think so, I think I just feel bad because they like me... Awkward... And now I avoid them :P It's hard seeing as hes always in the hallway that I have to walk through to get to my locker...I just pretend I'm texting when I walk past eheheh. Fuck I'm a bitch.
Tonight I'm going to the Rodeo. I don't know why it's called a rodeo its like a carnival. Basically just rides and whatnot. But anyways yeah, I'm waiting for my friends to get here but its getting sooooo boring!!!!!! I hate when people are laaaaate lol. even if its like 1 minute...
I can't bring myself so stay constant with a journal. I guess life passing me by one day at a time, everything is different yet not at the same time. Everything is new yet nothing is, you know what I mean? Why can't I just be satisfied with what I have? I'm always wanting more and I'm not getting it.
Sooooo I have been back for a week now but I have been too busy catching up on school work that I missed and visiting with my friends to update
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I just remembered that since I'm not going out tonight I can go buy smokes myself! Hopefully my guy is there and not that chick. She is not supposed to be there on friday nights!