so i have been on spring break for exactly 21 hours and already if fucking sucks. yes i am very bitter that my boyfriend not only told me we couldnt go anywhere for spring break because he didnt have the money and couldnt take off work but also opted to just go by himself with his stupid brothers, leaving me all alone here, left out, forgotten, ( Read more... )

just when i start to think that everything might be slowly getting better everything falls to shit again! i cant stand feelings used and unwanted and un-necessary and taken advantage of.

I FUCKING HATE THIS

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so i somehow go from him being absolutely amazing to me and giving me the surprise ive been waiting for and asking for to this: he broke up with me. on the day after christmas. i dont know how to deal with this. i am so fucking confused. i want him so badly but i want him to be happy but i want to be happy. i want to talk to him every minute of ( Read more... )

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i hate winter break already.

i miss him so SO SOOOOOO much already! i dont get to see him until friday night!

this is going to be such a LONG break...