I never thought I'd have a chance to say that, let alone have so many things to put after that initial sentence ( Read more... )

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Things are finally getting better...I've finally gotten over my mood. I just accepted that it was them, not me. And then...guess what. I found a new guy. Odd how this stuff turns out. We're just talking right now. That's good enought for me. He's funny and nice and sweet, and if something more happens, which I hope it does, it would make me ( Read more... )

Is there something wrong with me? Like physically, mentally, or emotionally wrong with me that makes guys like, not like me? I think I'm pretty fun to hang around with, but yet, I haven't had a guy like me in quite awhile. It's really depressing. I just don't feel good about myself anymore, which is ridiculous because of all that, "you don't ( Read more... )

geesh it's been a long time. first and foremost I suppose, congrats to the graduating class of '05. also, love to all of you that I've left at SM. I still love you all and wish you the best, and yes, I promise to come visit before I leave in September, as well as when I'm back in Stockton ( Read more... )

I cannot for the life of me remember why I signed up to do this stupid musical. It's ridiculous. I hate it. I would quit, but we have 2 days until we open. I just have to keep telling myself, if you can pull this off, as well as the other TWO major school projects due monday and tuesday, you are truly your own wonder woman. But as of now, I ( Read more... )

i don't think i've updated in awhile. like really update. probably because i'm now obsessed with myspace. i have become a myspace whore. go me ( Read more... )

A--Age you got your first kiss: um....do kindergarten ones count? if so....michael hawn..dunno if i spelled that right. if not, 12 ( Read more... )

As I watched Garden State, I didn't really get into it until about 40 minutes had passed. I realized that the reason I normally don't like movies like this is because it's too much like real life. Sure, maybe not every guy has pushed his mom, caused her to trip over the open dishwasher and thus become a paraplegic, but there's more realistic ( Read more... )