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I think I may be starting to go mad. I told Elizabeth i would leave her alone. It is mostly a tactic to see how she will react to the lack of my attentions as i am certain she feels the same as i do. I've never felt so drawn to anyone before. Usually,people are just drawn to me. I don't know if it is because she is trying to resist me so much but I think I may be becoming obsessed with her. I don't like that. Not one bit. Leaving her alone will prove to myself that I don't need her, no matter how much I want her. But this strange ache within me is overwhelming at times. I need to get her out of my head. I think I know just the solution too.