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Elizabeth Corner is infuriating. She has the ability to know other peoples feelings and personalities but refuses to be honest about her own. Or at least refuses to be forthcoming about it to me. I am confused about what actions I should take with her. She is very adamant about her feelings for the hufflepuff, but I know there is some part of her that desires me.
Or perhaps I am hoping. Gods, why am I hoping this girl will have feelings for me? Do I have them for her? I suppose I do. I desire her but it has become more than that. Do I still want to pursue her? Face possible humiliation and more rejection?
I wish I knew what her feelings truly are. I wonder.... There might be a way. I have a new journal. Very beautiful hand tooled leather. Perhaps I can charm it. That way, all of her entries, even the private ones, could be read by my eyes as well. That could level the playing field. If this is a game, I think it should be played fairly.
And what happens when I win? What do I want from her? Her love? Her body? Her companionship? Her friendship? I'm still not completely certain. She would make a fine wife. I think it is her fiery spirit that makes me desire her most of all. I want to unleash it in all the best ways.
Now, to find the right spell for this journal and off to the owlery. Merry Christmas Elizabeth.
Or perhaps I am hoping. Gods, why am I hoping this girl will have feelings for me? Do I have them for her? I suppose I do. I desire her but it has become more than that. Do I still want to pursue her? Face possible humiliation and more rejection?
I wish I knew what her feelings truly are. I wonder.... There might be a way. I have a new journal. Very beautiful hand tooled leather. Perhaps I can charm it. That way, all of her entries, even the private ones, could be read by my eyes as well. That could level the playing field. If this is a game, I think it should be played fairly.
And what happens when I win? What do I want from her? Her love? Her body? Her companionship? Her friendship? I'm still not completely certain. She would make a fine wife. I think it is her fiery spirit that makes me desire her most of all. I want to unleash it in all the best ways.
Now, to find the right spell for this journal and off to the owlery. Merry Christmas Elizabeth.