Oh Merlin. I've done the only thing I have sworn myself I would never do. I hurt her. I did. Oh Fuck! I can't believe I'm such an idiot. I probably lost her...
The only time I recall crying was last summer after the fight with my dad. But now... It's totally different. I've been an insesitive jerk, and Dizzy... Vertigo, will never forgive me. I love her and I fucked up.
~Hayden