Everyone seems to be changing while I am just standing still.
It is crazy around here. Mostly with Vertigo. She is pregnant and getting married. Hayden is great though and they will be happy.
Eowyn is happy too. With Ryver Weasley. I've known Ryver, sort of, all my life. I like him. He can be a huge flirt sometimes. It will be interesting to see how things work out for them.
And that leads me to think about Knightley. Vert said he blushes around me. I find it very hard to believe. In fact, impossible to believe. He has such a strong, confident persona. There is no way I could offset that coolness. He sure offsets me though. It has to be a physical thing. I barely know anything about him really. And likewise. If he is interested, it would be for similar reasons, he doesn't really know anythig about me, who I am. I really need to get a grip on things and just not worry about it. He is just a boy. A gorgeous, talented adonis that makes me melt everytime I lay eyes on him. I really do need to get it together here.
I need my friends.