I'm doing the best I can here.

It's really hard keeping it all inside. Showing the me everyone expects me to be. Showing the me I'm supposed to.

Playing the part so no one questions. Sometimes I don't want to talk. Sometimes I just want someone to just listenWhy do the people who are closest to me forget how much I have going on? I'm not ( Read more... )

NINE last things you did ( Read more... )

So all summer I've been really worried about one thing-- my wedding dress not fitting. Ya see, I bought it in January and when I did I had about 2 inches of the zipper that wouldn't go up. The next dress size up was TOO big and fell wrong everywhere else. I bought the smaller dress and kept my fingers crossed all summer. And last night, it went ( Read more... )

For some reason, last night I had the urge to go through all my makeup. Now, girls, you know what I mean. We all have a drawer, bag or case somewhere that holds all our lipsticks, eye shadows, blushes, pencils, etc.. This thing has makeup we may wear once in a while, but mostly things we only think about putting on twice. It is never in the ( Read more... )

In two words, explain what ended your last relationship ( Read more... )

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Yeah, prolly should update this thing ( Read more... )

Yesterday the station manager at RDZ asked me to come into her office. She (I'll call her Mouth) told me how impressed she's been with me this past month. She said that this past week really made it tough for her to make a decision. She said everyone else at the station only has great things to say about me, and that each of them want me to ( Read more... )

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You took my hand. You showed me how ( Read more... )