am i dreaming? is this really me? because i've never felt so not lonely. and if this could be real right now, then every day for the rest of my life i will search for moments full of you..

okay weekend. friday night was my favorite. :) me and jake went to see the polar express. his friends mike and two other boys went to see a different movie so we had to wait for their movie to end after ours because he was getting a ride home from mike's dad, so me and him waited in the car with my dad. it was funnnn. we sat there for about 45 ( Read more... )

comment me and tell me your favorite memory of me.

thought i'd update this thing even though i find it to be a MAJOR pain in the rear! oh well. this week has been okay. we got report cards on monday. i got bad grades in 2 classes (i passed though!) and my dad kind of um..flipped. he was gonna take away every single one of my privelages, but then my mom convinced him that wouldn't do any good. soo ( Read more... )

daddy don't you understand the damage you have done?

so bitches. it was a very interesting week overall. the first couple of days totally sucked, but the week finally got so much better by the time wednesday rolled along. today i stayed after to make up a math quiz, but i couldn't find weber anywhere. i probably should have looked in her room more than twice..oopsies. :) oh well, i'll just tell her i ( Read more... )

1. What kind of underwear are you wearing, and what color are they? some hot purple bikini man ( Read more... )

today was just like yesterday..it SUCKED. jake wasn't in school again. booooo. i miss him. :( as long as he gets better though is all that matters to me. all day i had the WORST tummy ache ever! urgh. it was not fun. and i didn't feel like eating lunch, so i drank a lemonade like i always do. but i also had a drink before lunch so by the time i got ( Read more... )

bad day. okay. so i'm a geek and i have not one, but TWO alarms for the morning just so i can make sure i wake up on time. but of course this morning neither of them went off. AWESOME START TO THE DAY! so i got on the bus with my hair all over the place and it was just not a good appearance day. i go to school and poor jake is home SICK so he's not ( Read more... )

kiss that lunar eclipse, angel

it's beautiful, just like you.
you're grin, it's gorgeous
could this realization be true?
hear that crackling, crispy, cold air,
shivers down your wrists
they're bare.

just like my heart.

and that's how i feel
at your smile, i stare
and i want to kiss you
and i want to feel love.
i want it so bad.
and they say,
if you want ( Read more... )