worst day of my life. but i must say, jordan never fails to brighten my day.

but i was stupid
& you broke me down.

im a nightmare, a disaster
thats what they always say
im a lost cause, not a hero
but ill make it on my own

me against the world --» simpleplan

public outcry


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last night was.. productive i guess- talked on the phone for almost an hour with ellie & kelly. i think everythings fixed? i hope. uhh but when kelly gets home im gonna walk to her house & i think we'll take a walk up to willow ridge<3

oh my goodness- everyone needs to listen to the new simple plan cd: still not getting any. i think i said that ( Read more... )

whoaa *listening to the new simple plan cd. tell me these lyrics arent perfect. this whole cd is amazing! perfect timing- lol maria.

we’re the voice in your head
we’re the lies that you said
we’re the best thing you had
but you pushed us away

one --» simpleplan

so thank you for showing me
that best friends can not be trusted ( Read more... )

do you ever wanna run away, do you lock yourself in your room? with the radio on, turned up so loud, that no one hears you screaming..

okay well ... today absolutely sucked. i hate how everything changes literally right in front of me. & maria sees it too. & everyone else must be insane not to see it, but everything is so different now. but i wont ( Read more... )

havent updated in a while. been really busy i guess? but uhh right now, im watching the game & talking to *sighs* jordan :] he makes me laugh. you know what else makes me giggle? how people leave comments to make me feel like shit & then they dont even leave a name. like the last entry [that i deleted] mainly because it bothered me that it made the ( Read more... )

MY MOM IS GONE FOR 2 WHOLE DAYS<3
IM SO HAPPY =) ITS GOING TO BE HEAVEN.

xo

its nights like these that really make me think twice about my life. kristin and sara just left. she didnt even tell me she was coming over. i guess she knocked on sara's computer room window and told her she was coming here and then jordan told me she was coming, too. but they got here at like 10:45 or something. i dont remember. we talked on the ( Read more... )

oh my jesus <3 i just got back from the best night everrr with kafy & kristy. had to lie to my mom to get over there. "oh yeah, we're just gonna watch mean girls and then ill come home". uhh but we did? lol we didnt get to rent thirteen which im dying to see again =) so yeah, tomorroe night maybe ( Read more... )

i dont need a therapist,
i have an online journal.

well today sucked.
lets talk about it, shall we?

um last night, i slept in the basement again. and olivia locked me out of the bathroom and i come in and shes straightening her hair with a curling iron! which actually works, but when you have a straightener sitting right next to the curling ( Read more... )