Im hella fucknitg pissed. I went to my drug appiontment thing today. Now every fucking doctor and my family thinks Im a fucking drug addict. Screw them. Now, I think I have to go to some gay-ass program...8 weeks of hell. Fuck them

Im sad. Like really. This is the thrid time, I think, that I've updated today. I've just been fooling around with the computer all tonight. I guess it shows how cool I am. ;) . Hmm...Indeed ( Read more... )

( I thought they were HoTT! )

( Just Thinking )

Today...Super. I love CTP days. I didn't fall asleep in any of my classes. I went to Cameron'a after school. Good times. I borrowed some of his cds. Im happy with that. now I have some new listening material.

New Pe classes. Softball. Fuck. No fun. But, I did 37 fucking push ups. Go me ( Read more... )

One...I never said "Fuck you Melanie." I said Fuck the fight. I don't like to fight, and if its for a dumb reason, that just makes it gayer. Two...Nothing give you the right to call me a bitch. Nothing. I don't give a shit if your pissed off at me and you think you have the right to call me that. You don't. Three...I've tried to change back to the ( Read more... )

I dyed my hair...again. Its kinda one color now. My mom wouldn't let me get black, so its a weird brown color. Oh well. We got finals coming up this week::tear:: Im scared for bio. I think Im going to fail that class. It makes sense though, cuz I do hate it ( Read more... )

OK...so I kinda forgot about this journal..I want to make sure no anonymous ass holes get to this one. I dont know what say right now. Im lost in my thoughts. But they aren't bad...yet. Won't the fucking doctor's be happy? As long as I pretned for them...Always pretending. Fake a fucking smile. Gain weight. Be happy. Be HaPPy! Fuck. I don't want to ( Read more... )

I wish you could understand the beauty of pain.