You Fondle my Trigger Then You Blame My Gun....
Yesterday was an angry day. I got up early, when I coulda slept in, and waited for the super who never came. That was all sorts a' fun. Then... I had to wait for my dad while he took 2 hours in the shower because he insisted upon walking me over to my interview....and Joe wasn't there. More fun... lots of yay.... right? nahhh. I slipped my Resume under the door and that's it. I give up. I have tried ... and he hasn't been there. The paper has my cell # and my email address on it... he can get in touch with me if he ever becomes serious about this.
Mom got sent home from work early because her eyes are still bothering her. So she and daddy walked "to the store"... hours and hours later I figure I would call her to see what she was thinking about for dinner. She wants the steaks and soups done. Great mom, that takes a fucking hour... if I hadn't called when I did, would she have thought to do it ? Nah... why would she do that??? I got upset and an object suffered the consequences. Opps. Anger management.... who... me ? Nah.
Made dinner, was gonna take a bath, but the water was kinda funny looking. Weird tinted color... so that was a no go. Someone used the last of my shave gel and left the empty can sitting there. Yeah... yesterday was fun.
Sean came to get me and we went to Candlelight for wings and jalepeno poppers. It was nice, what I needed I guess. Then I spotted someone I knew. And to think, I was more worried about running into someone else there.... nah... but I did run into Chris. Well more like I saw him, tried to stay out of line of sight and just kind of bathed in the awkwardness. Yeah it was fun. I have been putting off hanging out with him because I am "busy" and then he walks in. They were seated a table away, directly across from us, but I still made no effort to go say hi. It's not like we made a thing out of seeing each other, cuz I know he saw me, but ... I dunno. We weren't there together so there was no reason to make it weirder. He called me later on though and I answered, half asleep thinking it was anyone but him... and all I got was , " was that Scott?" huh what? what time is it? He thought I was sittin there with J's ex. Nice. Talked to him for a lil while and he made me promise to chill with him sometime soon. Great.
Fell asleep. Woke up early again today. Was subject to the torrents of rain outside so that I was good and freezing and soaked by the time I saw Dee. We chit chatted, and I made sure she was coming to my birthday thing. By the time I left I loved her lots more than when I went in. You'll see. D... she's the best.
So, I have been getting a lot of cramps... less than "fun".... but my period hasn't come yet. How is that fair? It's bad enough when you get cramps and you DO have your period, but at least you know they will subside....
Mom got sent home from work early because her eyes are still bothering her. So she and daddy walked "to the store"... hours and hours later I figure I would call her to see what she was thinking about for dinner. She wants the steaks and soups done. Great mom, that takes a fucking hour... if I hadn't called when I did, would she have thought to do it ? Nah... why would she do that??? I got upset and an object suffered the consequences. Opps. Anger management.... who... me ? Nah.
Made dinner, was gonna take a bath, but the water was kinda funny looking. Weird tinted color... so that was a no go. Someone used the last of my shave gel and left the empty can sitting there. Yeah... yesterday was fun.
Sean came to get me and we went to Candlelight for wings and jalepeno poppers. It was nice, what I needed I guess. Then I spotted someone I knew. And to think, I was more worried about running into someone else there.... nah... but I did run into Chris. Well more like I saw him, tried to stay out of line of sight and just kind of bathed in the awkwardness. Yeah it was fun. I have been putting off hanging out with him because I am "busy" and then he walks in. They were seated a table away, directly across from us, but I still made no effort to go say hi. It's not like we made a thing out of seeing each other, cuz I know he saw me, but ... I dunno. We weren't there together so there was no reason to make it weirder. He called me later on though and I answered, half asleep thinking it was anyone but him... and all I got was , " was that Scott?" huh what? what time is it? He thought I was sittin there with J's ex. Nice. Talked to him for a lil while and he made me promise to chill with him sometime soon. Great.
Fell asleep. Woke up early again today. Was subject to the torrents of rain outside so that I was good and freezing and soaked by the time I saw Dee. We chit chatted, and I made sure she was coming to my birthday thing. By the time I left I loved her lots more than when I went in. You'll see. D... she's the best.
So, I have been getting a lot of cramps... less than "fun".... but my period hasn't come yet. How is that fair? It's bad enough when you get cramps and you DO have your period, but at least you know they will subside....