I wanna shave my head
Lie in bed all day alone.

I've been

tired for

days

and

days.

-beats head off table-

sometimes there's just nothing else i can do. '

i'm being completley immature and cheering myself up with poop games. hahahaha.

I'm going to buy a new binder this month. ANYONE GOTS A CREDIT CARD FER ME? 

I'm not dead I promise. Just busy.

Bleh. It's raining outside and I'm lonley. Gus is sleeping on my shoulders being all cute and stuff.  There's a tampon on the floor.  My head is pounding.

i get paid a whole lotta monies next pay. sweeeet I wanna get a tattoo.

mmm. I think i took too many pills. Goodnight.

So..-cough-  After seeing KART Porn. I'm going to go buy some FTM porn.

perhaps some masturbating before leaving the apartment is important......

-runs off-

grawr ( Read more... )

I am expendable.  Very true. I don't really make imprints on peoples lives. It's good to know one's true feelings. Me being expendable is probably why I don't really have friends.

this is bound to be an extremely EMO entry so I will stop writing now.  

I have no time. 
Wednesday to Friday - Work, 4 - 11
Saturday and Sunday - Work, 1-11

I have no time. Ever. I can't clear my head. It's so full of bullshit. I'm so irritated without meaning to be. I just need some moments to myself.  I constantly have a headache. but I'm hoping i'll just get use to this crazy schedule. Ugh. Highschool is a fucking joke ( Read more... )

So i've been looking at my LJ friends for the past 20 minutes and nothing has changed so i'm taking it as a sign that I need to update ( Read more... )

I should be asleep. I should have slept last night. But I didn't. I have so much to do today.

After work I'm just going to hide and do homework. And nap. Or just go to bed really early which haha IS IMPOSSIBLE. There's always someone wanting me to stay awake. Wanting me to do something.

eugh. Bye. 

Nicole- Hello
Me- Pizzzaaa?
Nicole- pizza?
Me- Pizzaa.
Nicole- Pizza yes.
Me- Ok come over now
Nicole- K. bye.