I use to be such a quiet person that if you used to know me and hadn't seen me in years you might not recognize me. I've went from the kid that didn't voice his opinion and was afraid of the attention, to being the kid that will gladly voice his opinion. I've gained confidence and I think its all for the better ( Read more... )

If I hae a bad day I just write about it and it goes away.......somtimes ( Read more... )

I know I've changed a good bit over the past few years. I seem to thrive on punch lines, it seems like I'm aiming to catch someone with a smartass comment. I mean no harm by it and I only do it to the people I consider friends. I guess as a result of that I've gotten a lot snappier with people who start arguments. I just know I'm not going back ( Read more... )

Things are at the point where they could grow to be so much better. It might be harder but it'd be worth it. It might take time but I'm willing to wait ( Read more... )

Today has been rather hektic to say the least. Laura and I got into a heated conversation and it just gets old. I wish I could give her a letter sayign how I feel exactly at this point but it'd prolly just spark anger in her ( Read more... )

but I really miss you a lot sometimes

and I never though you'd find this

but you did, I wish things weren't so hard sometimes

2<3......I'll see you tomorrow nite

:]

I couln't sleep so well so I decided hey.......lets just write about life in a journal that is publically displayed to the world. I could make it private but dleh, maybe someone will read ths and I'll motivate them to change thier life and make a difference int he world.......okayh no but really. Life has been okay as of late. I think I'm going ( Read more... )

I'm not really "mad" but rather irrate. Laura could've at least answered her phone today, she called me right before I got off work. I called her back 8 mins later and no answer. I've called ......what 4 times since then. I already know I'm pathetic for that but oh well I can deal with it so dleh. I had an AMAZING time , yes again all caps are ( Read more... )

today you gave me a letter you wrote, usually you keep them and if I'm lucky I at least hear about them. I know we get into a lot of fights but I really just feel like I know we can make it through all of them. I kinda feel pushed aside right now b/c I dont think your going to call me tonight. I don't want to call you when you said you were going ( Read more... )

excuse me for being "bipolar" as Laura has said that I prolly sound in these things. Today I got a haircut and its not horrid, not sure if I like it much or not. I didn't realize that today was basically 5 months for Laura and I. I didnt even know it was the 2nd at all.............I don't feel like typing it all out but that brought bad ( Read more... )