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[br_eyed_girl]

well, i guess i should just write something since i's ben a few months since my last entry. i am working again, not enough but at least it's something. nothing has really been resolved between eddie and i. i am losing hope on that front. seems like he says one thing and feels another. oh well, if it really meant something to him i guess i'd

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[edwardvonbron]

what exactly is it that i say and then feel different about? and to say i dont care and that if i did you would know by now...i guess you must not have been listening for the past nine months... you act like this is all my fault.

the illusion of a happy family? what was the illusion... that i was the one in your position but acted like nothing was wrong to keep everything ok... or was it the fact that YOU AND WES stopped coming to JRS, or to alex and zaynabs... whats the point, you are obviously not really listening...

and benton tells us that yall hate everyone because we have forgotten about you... if you would come out of the house once in a while you might see that there are plenty of chances for yall to hang out, you simply cannot have it both ways...

im sorry, i didnt start this, i refuse to get the blame

p.s. i have no hostility, i just wish you would actually talk to me instead of pretending to vent to the world