life, as of lately.

[braceyourself76]

i've found over the past couple of months, that when i do things, i do them based on what other people will think about how i do them. if they'll think well of me, i do it one way. i base my choices on others' opinions of me. and lately i've stopped doing that.
i've been doing what I want to do. i've stopped caring if people will like me or not. and

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[mydearjefferson]

HAHA you had sex!? How was it?

And hey, the ten is still the ten. But your always so busy with life and such. But we do miss you terribly. Just remember that we are all on break and we are just a phone call away.

As for life being crazy, I hear ya on that one. I am so poor that it hurts, and as much as I love my family I really don't like living here. Maybe you should talk to your dad about letting you be an adult and making or own decisions? Or maybe you and some friends from work could get an apartment together? Idk, random ideas.

Anyway you hope everything works out.

P.S. You said you hate your car twice.

[braceyourself76]

thanks jeffalyn. little smarty pants :)
hahaa i did say i hated my car twice. i guess that gives you an idea of just HOW MUCH i hate the bitch lol.

so, my boredom leads to lengthy comments.

[contentdreaming]

hey woman

Re: so, my boredom leads to lengthy comments.

[contentdreaming]

wow. so that is actually humorously long. sorry charlie! thanks if you read it all...

Re: so, my boredom leads to lengthy comments.

[braceyourself76]

haha. i think that was longer than my whole entry.

i totally understand where you're coming from, and that's what i meant when i brought it up. i know it's lik you guys think i've forgotten you're home, but i haven't. not at all. there were times that i thought you guys forgot III wasn't home too, so i guess it goes both ways.

bottom line though, it's nobody's fault really. it's life. but that doesn't mean that i think lightly of it. i don't. expect communication soon :]