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i dont know a blade that could cut deep enough to stop.
perhaps im wasting time drawing blood.
when its too thick to poor out my skin.
to put into words.
why my hands shake.
to hide what i've done.
as if ive done it to somebody else.
why cant i be ok.
just ok.

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im packin crayons, a coloring book, phone, ipod, redbull, and a notebook for the waiting room.

church was good. i was fidgity.
father tom said something funny.
apparently, i was the only one who thought so.

heartbeats are gross.

cup of cooled down green tea con citrus.
then i sit and think about what im going to do for the rest of the day.
its ash wednesday.
im liquid fasting for lent./most of it.
my nano is charging so i can go to the gym.
i like red bull
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i like to clean the bathroom with the door closed.
i dont want people to watch me work.
this is probably not the greatest idea.
standing now makes me dizzy
i dont have very many good ideas.
i dont kill spiders. thats not one of my bad ideas.
there was a spider in the bathroom. and i felt like i was cleaning his house.
he is a good guy.