one of these days im going to let myself scream.
and i want everyone to hear me and feel it reverberate through their bodies.
i want it to sink in through every open pore of their being
till they felt everything and cried with me.

yesterday was fun ( Read more... )

i went into the living room. and i couldn't take my eyes off your pictures ( Read more... )

the winters been harsh.
not one baby kois been found alive in the pond.
i wish i could have taken them all in.
but 10 gallons isn't a big enough world for 2000 fish.

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he doesn't want to get old. he wants to be with angelo.
its not a selfish thing to ask.

( xmas on the dads side )

i've dissappointed myself so as punishment no sleep.
and to help me not sleep is cleaning my room.

one of my fingers is swollen. i got bit by a spider.
i hope that spider is happy. otherwise it wasn't worth it.

no better way to wake up then to pete calls.
but i was so asleep i dont even remember the converastion.
but the feeling was good.
thanks.

and
nora calls are good timing.
want to chill yes.
King Kong it is.
and then sharis.

( 12-17-05 )

im filling out job applications.
and i dont know all the answers.
so im waiting for someone to wake up.
:/

i am alvarez crystal angelica
i had one job for two years.
i forgot my social security number.
and went to eastmont.

i have nothing else to put on this piece of paper.edit: im retarded ( Read more... )