Now I wonder what it is you're after
Keeping company with this disaster

Random bliss is pushing out my Rage/Depression

Is still in the blood I guess...

well been 2 days...haven't smoked anything!

one a day vitamins kick ass

huzzah I feel healthy already

Ive never sat at work for the entire day wanting to go get cigarettes until tonight

Here is the deal
Little Drink
little less smoking
no more weed
no more pills
no video games....(those are the worst)

I work all the time but I'm not getting money saved up
So there it is
clean slate
almost

Oh and more trips to Atlanta
I almost forgot how to have enjoyment

Nothing is worth the sleep that I've lost
Apologies unacceptable now
A blistered revenge awaits in me
This is fucking loveless

"Music is worth doing just because. It doesn't have to be justified by some political point
of view, and it's kind of insulting to the music to make it a tool for something else."
- Elliott Smith

I straight
I won't crack
on my way
and I can't turn back
I'm okay
I'm on track
on my way
and I can't turn back
I stayed
on this track
gone too far
and I can't come back
I stayed
on this track
lost my way
can't come back

fuck

86 LJ its never helped for anything
im just gonna keep working all the time make some mad money then leave
fuck everyone
fuck everything ive earned and fuck everything ive left behind.

that is all

in two days

...

huzzah