Fanfic located here Download the Mix Here Prelude: The Loss
01. I Just Want You to Love Me - Darren Hayes
What was hot is over
What was down is not
Now Adam and Eve are trying to split up
And I can't take anymore
'Cause I just want you to love me
Oh I just want you to love me
Denial
02. Marching Bands Of Manhattan - Death Cab for Cutie
That I live like a hermit in my own head
But when the sun shines again
I'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in.
Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound
But while you debate half empty or half full
It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown
Anger
03. See No More - Joe Jonas
I don’t wanna wake up thinking, hoping
You gonna get it right this time
‘Cause you know that you’re so cold
I don’t wanna see no more
And I can’t get away from you
It’s one of the reasons why
That I just can’t get you out my mind
And all I keep seeing is your picture
I don’t wanna see no more
Depression
04. Before the Worst - The Script
It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, how it came to this
Take it back to the night we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
You were vodkas and cokes, I was Guinness all night
Bargaining
05. Make You Feel My Love - Adele
I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.
Acceptance
06. Teenagers - Paramore
I'm gonna go on
Livin' like I never met you.
And it'll feel wrong at first.
But I think I can forget you.
Interlude: The Phone Call
07. Need You Now - Lady Antebellum
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now.
Oh whoa
Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
Bargaining (Take Two)
08. Kiss Me Slowly - Parachute
Don't run away...
And it's hard to love again,
When the only way it's been,
When the only love you know,
Just walked away...
If it's something that you want,
Darling you don't have to run,
You don't have to go ...
Acceptance (Take Two)
09. Miles Don't Mean Anything - Eye Alaska
'Cause when it rains, it pours in this town
A little darkness closes in
When you're not around,
I hope somehow that you can feel me
'Cause miles don't mean anything
Postlude: The Surprise
10. Sing Me Sweet - Matt Nathanson
Just to stay like this
In the give of your lips
In the dim half-light dawn
Pinned below your undertow
When everything meant everything again
Bonus Track:
11. California King Bed - Rihanna
Just when I felt like giving up on us
You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused wanna ask you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak
Maybe I've been California dreaming
Bonus Track:
12. Think Of You Later (Empty Room)- Every Avenue
So quit your cryin'
And wipe the tears from your eyes
Cause this is see you later, I'm not into goodbyes
Watch the brake lights as I leave the driveway
The long nights will stay beside me
No matter where I go