OK..well..im going to cali for four days...so i wont be gone too long...but i feel i need to vent a little..cause i have been doing soo much lately....and i want to say it..dont know why :S ( Read more... )

Hey peoples...just letting you know that someone is on my sn for aim...so if you talking to "me" but it doesnt seem like me...ITS NOT ME...just want to put that out in the open..also..if anyone can give me a hint about what i could do...it would be nice...mean while..i'll be trying to sign at and find out who this ass hole is....well..goodnight ( Read more... )

Just a couple things to say before i re-burrie my head into the books ( Read more... )

Just a quick update....i have to get out of my house for the next 2 days because they are putting a big tent over it...i could stay..but i would die...along with everytihg else in the hose..yes...we got these dry wood termites..and this is the only way to kill them...so we get evicted. Anyway...im trying to finish school within the next 2 weeks... ( Read more... )

The next couple months of my life will become very interesting..and i fear it may determine the rest of it...scary thought isnt it...your whole life rests on the decisions you make in the course a 2 months...aprximatly....

This will most likely be a depressing entry...so DONT READ IT IF YOU DONT WANT TO KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO SAY ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel that there is something missing from your life? Have you ever been disatisfied with your life? That is how i feel now...i dont know why...i cant explain it..and i cant fix it because in dont know whats wrong...and to steph and jen if you read this...dont bring up the christianity thing...cause that has nothing to do with this ( Read more... )

i thought this was funny...and steph..you should really like this one...hehehe


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Well...i really dont have much to say as of now....as far as how i feel....im just lonely...and worried about mom...and i dont know if i can take it ( Read more... )

You know...i really REALLY fucking hate being right most of the time....i just found out today that my father has filed for a divorce...and that has has a little bitch thats about 22....aint life a bitch...for once in my life...things are looking up...i did the best i have ever done in a tounrament....mom and dad seemed content...and i was happy... ( Read more... )