so i have decided that all things happen for a reason ( Read more... )

ok..so hear is the update.. i met this really nice guy who is so nice and polite.. he makes me smile and i am just happy when i am with him.. but he works with my mom which doesn't bug me.. he is just the type of person i hope is not too good to be true.. i understand that there are nice people out there and i know he is one of them i just don't ( Read more... )

okay so happy new year to everyone.. today starts a day of changes in my life.. i am no longer gonna dwel on the past.. the past is the past and it will stay that for now.. i am going to move forward in my life not back.. it's time to get rid of the old and go on with the new.. new ways of thinking and acting.. but i will still keep those old ( Read more... )

okay so i have decide it is not a wise idea to try to date someone you work with.. they get annoying after a while.. you see them everyday at work and then when you go out at night i mean hello that's way too much.. i am really not one for the everyday relationship.. i hate when a guy tries to hard to impress you everyday..

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i haven't really put anything in this journal in a long time and i don't know why.. i just don't see the point of writing for all the world to read when it is really no ones business.. i just i am writing in it now because i can say whatever i want and no one can judge what i say or tell me any different.. i am for the first time in my life in a ( Read more... )

it's been a real long time since i wrote in this journal but here goes nothing. recently i have gotten a new car and since then everything has gone down hill. ron and i broke up 3 weeks ago. truthfully i real am starting to miss him. then 4 days later my grandpa died. and that just crushed me. i really don't know what to do with myself. i think ( Read more... )

well I always say, it would be good to go away
but if things don't work out like we think
and there's nothing there to ease this ache
but if there's nothing there to make things change
if it's the same for you I'll just hang

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Yeah so I love it when your family gets mad at you. Even when it is not your fault. Well they can just kiss my ass. I am so done being the nice one that it's. Well I am going to work so fun fun fun.

Well I will try to update this a little more but not much is going on. And I am really tired so nighty.