i dont even know what i want......

i'll never understand boys...

i swear to God all teachers must smoke weed or drink or something...

i feel like i was driving the girls inc van all day today... full of bratty teenage/preteen girls...

i do love my job though

1. get to go swimming every tuesday
2. get to go on feildtrips every wednesday
3. my Feyikemi was so excited today when she came to my camp for lunch...

i'm so happy, but wore the fuck out...

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every day at the times andy would be getting off work i still look at my phone hoping he'll call me and tell me that he was just kidding and he misses me so much...

i guess i shouldn't do this but i can't help myself...

i'm constantly stressed. my head hurts so bad i'm crying... i have no one to cry to...

i hate this so much

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well. andy told me he isnt in love with me.

i realize that he doesn't even know me. he doesnt know what songs i listen to on repeat when im sad.

he doesn't know what songs make me happy.
he doesn't even know.

i'm broken.

fuckin shit. dead.

what the fuck? i'm so sad i can;t breathe...

nothing.