2day sucked till i got home. i work up at like 11 30 then i was called at 12 30 2 find out that i had 2 work 12 - 8 instead of 3 - 11. so i hit the shower and got 2 work at 1. the manager i hate most was working (shes a bitchy canadian bitch but whatever lol.) then i found out that i got tuesday off like i wanted but i have 2 work on saturday, my ( Read more... )

kelli and i are over. we finally officially ended it on wednesday i think. its alot easyer than i thought. right now i know i miss her and i wonder how shes feeling and what shes doing but the love is slowly fading. i never want 2 stop caring about her. she will always have a place in my heart. not talking 2 her is drivin me nuts and weve talked a ( Read more... )

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woohoo schools over! i dont have 2 deal with everyones shit nemore! yeah ( Read more... )

what a week. long as hell. we did nothing in school all week. major waste of time. finals r next week and then im free till august lol. i guess i should talk about the graduation stuff ive been dragged 2 by kelli ( Read more... )

life is ok. exactly balenced btwn the good and the bad. and it sucks ass. im like in emotional limbo. kelli has me in emotional hospice and kt is making me happy as ever ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while. not much 2 talk about. only major recent even is jess and fishs break up. i was really supprised. the crazy thing is that im not letting her become what i became beacause of her. she may deserve it but i cant let another human being become like that, become what i am reverting back into. fish is ok, hes more pissed than ( Read more... )

prom was horrible. it was a waste of like 200 bucks total. 1st my ride (kelli, jess and her bro) were late cuz they got lost. they kept calling my house but i was outside and didnt hear them. so we got 2 dinner a half hr late. everybody was pissed. i sat across from kelli. that was ok till she made rick come over and sit next 2 her. they talked ( Read more... )

sup everybody? im waitin 2 get picked up 2 go 2 prom. im all dressed up in the tux and everything. im reeeeally uncomfortable. i was bored all day. my mom woke me up at like 7 this morn 2 take me 2 get my stiches out. so ive been up all damn day doin nothin. i should have done some hmwk but nah. lol. neway i gotta go. ill tell everyone what happens ( Read more... )

2day sucked ass. im a blender as kelli and steph labeled me. im pulled in soo manu directions by too many ppl. im being pulled 2 kt by her and her friends, 2 kelli by her and her friends, 2 steph b/c of some leftover feelings, 2 alicia b/c im still sad i broke her heart, and 2 melissa b/c jamel is dumb alot. i dont kno what 2 do... on top of that ( Read more... )