and after everything, i still don't understand why you haven't changed a bit.

as valentine's day comes to an end, i just remember that i am once again single. i try to look on the brightside of things but i am not sure i see one here. and i felt like i almost had a chance recently, but that was taken away from me. maybe my friends were right though, maybe she wasn't the right person for me, but at least she was someone. i ( Read more... )

there are some people in my life that i really consider some of my best friends, and they may not even know it. and i'm okay with that.

so i am still trying to figure things out with a certain situation. me and pat had a long talk tonight about how i really should just be patient because if i don't, i might seem too forthcoming. anyway, i'm not worrying about it too much. i am just going to wait and see what happens. it could end being pretty cool ( Read more... )

so it's been a pretty good weekend. i got to hang out with frank and dan a lot, which is cool because i hardly ever get a chance to do that in my busy life. also got to hang with tobez a few times, which is cool cause i also feel like i dont really get a chance to talk to him that much when we are with a huge group all the time. and joanne came out ( Read more... )

i don't know why, but i am just happy with everything right now. and it's awesome.

i was reading about the top 30 albums of 2006 on absolutepunk.net and i was kind of dissappointed with some of their choices so i decided to create my own list of top albums of the year. so here it is (no real surprises here ( Read more... )

sometimes i let stupid things get to me and today is one of those times. once again, i needed to say this somewhere even though live journal is probably the worst possible place to write this. so, is it weird that i get jealous of other people who are better friends with some of my friends than i am? is it also strange to want someone to be one of ( Read more... )

so i hardly ever write in this. but i needed to say this somewhere even though this probably isn't the best place. i have this friend who i becamse really good friends with and then started to consider him one of my closer friends. but almost all of the time, i feel like he doesn't really think of me as that good of a friend and doesn't treat me ( Read more... )

i think kristen puts it best

"i love how our group of friends can all go away, lead separate lives, and once we come back together, it's as if no time had passed. if anything, i appreciate my friends so much more after not seeing them everyday."

our group of friends here in smithtown is awesome. as are my friends up at marist.

that's all.