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I know my email was a little depressing, and that's only cause i sat around and thought about stuff more then i should. I need to talk to Nick or i won't feel better, and maybe enough time has gone by since our last talk which was in APRIL i think that maybe he won't be so defensive. I just don't like that i have feelings that are getting stronger ( Read more... )

OK so i had a birthday bonfire thing on saturday it was really awesome. Almost everyone i wanted to come, including my boy Nick, all my friends from work, and a few of my friends that i kick around with from my hometown. IT was a really awesome night we burned chairs, books, an xmas tree, and so much more. It was so nice because i never get the ( Read more... )

Ok so as of Thursday i am free from school. MY last final is on THursday, i've been doing finals, final projects, and final papers for like TWO FUCKIN weeks. I had a break down, and now i'm on meds to keep me from freakin out. It's not to bad these days. I've learned what triggers me, and how to calm down without totally freakin out, so i'd say ( Read more... )

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Stupid mom kicked me off the computer by accident so the journal that i wrote is gone, and i'll tell you what i'm to lazy to recap the whole things, so you guys are getting a not so long entry cause now i don't feel like retyping everything ( Read more... )

OK so i passed my teacher interview, which at my college is a big deal. You can't enter the final year of my major without passing it. ANd i passed with FLYING colors!!!!I was really stressing about it, so im really happy it all worked out. Unfortunitly, my plans for tonight didn't work as well... stupid movie theater confusin my friends,,,, we ( Read more... )

YOu know it's almost 2am and i'm really tired, but thanks to stupid thoughts spinning in my head, i don't know if i can just "lie down" and fall asleep. Overall this week was cool. I finished my teacher interview packet (this is a stupid thing my school does for people who will be finished next spring). You have an interview with the heads of the ( Read more... )